Renaissance

Renaissance is a unique and hard to pronounce as well as to spell word. As I read from the Internet, Renaissance is from Old French Renaissance, meaning "rebirth"; Italian: Rinascimento, from latin re- "again" and nasci "be born". However, I'm not the one who introduce new word in this blog or even teach vocabulary. It just that this word has a lot of meaning and keep popping in my mind.

Thinking back of all the things i have done, actually there is something i wish i would done much better. I wish i would be more hardworking, wish i would act more properly, wish i would say the right word. But at the end, the mistake that i made is what make me what i am today. Those mistake is what that taught me a valuable lesson. and for me, if i could go back in time, i would make it again.

Life just once anyway, so i think i better make it worth while for what it can offer. Let face it, i cannot make time turn backward and so cannot everybody else. So I'll just grab all the opportunities i see and live the way i wanted (as long as its within the line).

i always are a matrix freak. And i remember one of the quote :

" I know that you're afraid... you're afraid of us. You're afraid of change. I don't know the future. I didn't come here to tell you how this is going to end. I came here to tell you how it's going to begin. I'm going to hang up this phone, and then I'm going to show these people what you don't want them to see. A world without rules and controls, without borders or boundaries. A world where anything is possible. Where we go from there is a choice I leave to you..."

wow..always facinated by this movie. my favouite movie. but that is another topic to be continued.

till another time...

Lets Dance And Sing ToGetHer

Wow, this week has been a blast. I been a bit busy from Monday to Saturday and quite tiring but it all pay off on Sunday when I realize I can sing and dance to music. Wow, even I'm in shock. Haha. dancing and singging are fun, no wonder people go to disco and having so much fun ( not that i'm telling to go to disco ). it feel free~. However i soon realize we all can sing and dance in our own rhythm and ways. we are just sometime, no, most of the time to scared to show it because we think too much of what people think of us. not me, everyone maybe think i'm crazy or stupid but at least i am having so much fun~. i am the one who laughing and jumping around enjoying life that passing by every minutes that i nor you can reverse or take it back again.

so many things happen this week and its happening very fast. our time is still 24hours. but somehow, i feel that the time are getting shorter and shorter. what did i do today? did i help someone? did i gave hope to someone? did i leave everyone with smile on their faces? couldnt help to think about it because by thinking about it will make me into a better person. and that is one of my resolution for this 2008 (i am damn determine to fulfill them all). at least at the end of this year i can say "i have become better person from last year". it has become my measurement stick :p. Before caring about others, care about self first because without learning how to love oneself, one cannot give love to other.

till another day...

First Day of School

I'm slacking off a bit (a lot actually) because most of the staff were either busy with their kids first day of school or just plain lazy. My boss n GM also not in making me a happy person in term of laziness. In term of work, it is hellish because i have to wait for the approval.

Oh yeah, my lovely GSX...try to start it today and the ekzos almost fell out...hahahahhahaha. the sound of my bike is now louder than any chopper on the road......just slower. I told my father about it and he said to me "that GSX have retired with honour, serve father and son". 13 years old serving 2 generation. Time to let it go..

Anyway, this first day of school make me remember my first day of school. Sekolah Kebangsaan Gelugor is the name (that time my penang tongue is thick, so its pronounce as 'Gelugoqq' and yess, double q for super thick). That first day, I was nervous. i couldn't even eat my breakfast properly leaving me hungry in the class untill 'rehat'. haha...miss that bell ringing rehat. my mom and dad standing at the back of the class outside the door. After an hour, when I look at the back, my mom and dad has gone back home. i always were the quiet one (hey...its true). thats why i never picked as a classroom head or even assistance. School were scary at first. Unknown makcik teaching you and asking you to do math. weird kids jumping around, screaming and even peeing in their pants. But after all of that, i got a lots and lots of friends. What the teacher teach also got, but not that much. i am sincere am i...haha.

till another day...

Happy Nu Year

What better way to start a new year then starting your own blog ! I hope this one won't be a waste :p. After celebrating new year in KL, I can't seem to fall asleep. Maybe because of the nescafe that mamak gave me (i asked for coffee by the way..but waiting is not one of my strength). So here goes first e-diary for millions to read..

Start with 2007, the recap..

Been a good year for me, transforming (the word "transform" is taken from the movie Transformers) from a student to a mindless and obedient robots for other to control is some how......fascinating. Graduating was quite sad than I thought I was. Missing your friends and moving from place you known for 4 1/2 years was hard. But eventually, we still contact and we get over it (aren't we friends?).

Working life was an unfamiliar territories for me. Wake up at 630 and going to work at 8am, go back at 530pm was uncomfortable. But what to do, you got to work to earn money. from living in a small room that barely fit me and zulbo (you just cannot imagine how cramp and hot it was, we have to turn on 2 fan at level 5 just to breath), to a big house i rent with my work colleague at seksyen 27 (5 minutes to work, nice ~). working life? urghhh...can we skip that? i think you all know what my answer are anyway. Somehow, I guess I am lucky because God always gave me opportunities to improve and show me the way i can achieve what i want. the road is bumpy but at the end, it is worth it (totally~).

For 2008,

This is an "ong" year~. My favourite number some more. So with ease, things i want to achieve are :

a ) to start a blog (already did :P, start with easy first...haha) ::DONE::
b ) to get RMXX,XXX every month, by hook or by crook :: Jan achieved ::
c ) to buy a decent car or change my bike with zx2r (still in consideration on both)
d ) to buy a nice suit
e ) travel to another country (don't know where but at least use a passport, japan would be great)
f ) to have a saving (haha..tell me if u rent a house and have a saving)
g ) to spend a day in a spa
h ) to help my friends with sincerity's and good intention
i ) last of all...like all you all want for yourself...to be a better man..in term of knowledge, skills, leadership, friends and person.
j ) to be added through the year :p

anything is possible if u really want it..
till another time...